Hi!
Sho ashamed that I have to make a new blog (again), thanks to my smart move for using shitty password for my prev. blog. So it takes three to actually write perhaps ^^
I'm oredy in my International Relations class right now, which is great. I'm doing fine in a not so fine way (if this even make any sense). I already expect some gizmos along the way, not actually from the start but somehow...the sooner the better.
Well...somebody just turned 20 huh??
Can't believe we've known each other for that long...I still can remember the first day I saw Him on the field on this thing called 'pramuka'. You and Your snobby glare, plus Your smug face, which annoys me so much. Then realizing a few years later up until now...that's the only stare and the only face I would like to see for the rest of my life.
Dia hebat. Dan saya gabisa lebih bangga sama dia.
Dia ngajarin banyak sekali hal indah selama tahun-tahun ini. Kemasannya gak selalu indah, malah kebanyakan buruk, tp isinya selalu indah.
Dia gapernah sadar bahwa dia udh jadi salah satu berkat terindah buat saya.
Dia gapernah tau kalo saya sangat sangat bersyukur bisa kenal dia.
Dia juga gapernah tau bahwa sebenarnya dia manusia hebat, dia selalu bilang saya (yang notabene perempuan) kuat, padahal...dia juga salah satu kekuatan saya. Yang secara tidak langsung memaksa saya untuk berdiri di keadaan tanah apapun. Walau kadang terlihat seperti dia yg mendorong saya jatuh...tp bukan, dia kekuatan saya.
Dia bukan tanpa cacat, tetapi saya sayang dia dan menerima dia seutuhnya dengan segala kecacatan yg dia miliki, dan saya tidak akan merubah itu.
Dia nggak pernah tau kalau saya selalu...selalu percaya kalau dia bisa, akan segala pilihan hidupnya...
He never knew how much I Love Him, and how I never expect something as equally in return. I just want to Love Him with all My life and Love to give for as long as I could.
And somehow...he never knew, and I guess he shouldn't.
Happy 20.
Your's Truly♥
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